Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Wow! How can it be October already???

I don't know where the time is going! But it seems to be going fast, and I'm going nowhere. I need to get so much done, and my list doesn't seem to get any shorter. grrrr

There's the Choir, and the Music Secretary stuff to work on.
There's my business, and the office, and paperwork.
There's the craft room, which is a DISASTER.  I bought a new sewing machine over a week ago and it's still in the box!  Not to mention the six or seven craft projects I have on the go.
There's the nightstand refinishing, which are half stripped and in pieces in the garage.
There's me - need to exercise, need to relax, need to get a manicure!

So why am I here, sitting in the dark, whining about it??  'Cause I can't sleep (again!) and I read that if you write it down you will stop worrying about it and relax enough to sleep.  meh. we'll see if it works.

The reality is that I am my own worst enemy. I volunteer for stuff, I start all kinds of stuff and over commit my time. Yep that's me.  And I do like to be busy. No, scratch that, I like to feel accomplished. And I do that by having a big list and scratching stuff off it. No feeling like that "tick". LOL

I've decided to take next week off.  I've got a lot to do (see above), but also a lot of thinking and planning to do.  And hopefully, by the end of the week, I will feel a bit more in control and have a plan for the immediate future.  Note to self: must think positively! :-)

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